Sometimes I feel really lonely and depressed. And I wonder those people, I call my friends, are they really my friends? Do they really care about me? Do they really like me? It’s usually me who text them first or call them first.
I don’t know how to explain my feelings. I really care about people I like. I’ll always try my best to make them happy, to make them smile. I like to give them small gifts, to tell them how much they mean to me.
But I feel like it’s only me. None of my friends have ever told me how they feel about me or if I mean something to them. And then I feel sad, lonely and used. That I am not as important to them as they are to me.
One of the most stressful and terrifying moments is when you are watching a series/season finale, and you realize there isn’t enough time left in the episode for it to end the way you want.
Season 5 finale was sort of an exception….and season four